Saturday, April 24, 2010

April 24,2010- Waking


  Sixth day of Transplant October 10th, 2005

Kyajo Ri

April 24th 6a.m., 2010.  I wake up this morning with the excitement of another expedition.  Waking is such a gift.  Just 3 years ago I was fighting for my life.  During the bone marrow transplant period I remember going to sleep and wondering if I would wake up in the morning.  Waking is such a gift.  At one point I had set a goal.  After my 

4th round of Rutaxan, a nasty last chance Chemotherapy, my physical strength was gone.  I returned home and set the goal of being able to walk to my mail box just 40 yards down the road.  My first journey out I made it to the bottom of my steps just 10 feet from the front door of my house.  The mailbox expedition would have to wait another day as I could just make it back up the steps and the 10 feet back to my sofa.  For 7 months I lay all day on the sofa.  Daily I would try for the mailbox.  At one point I encountered a white owl sitting above my Koi pond on one of my attempts.  At the time I didn’t know the significance but recently found that native Americans believe that death is near when a white owl presents itself.   It took me 14 days before I could make the 40 yards to the mail box.  


This morning I am thankful.  It has taken 4 years to recover but I can finally say I am healthier, stronger than I was before transplant.  Today I depart to climb a peak called Kyajo Ri.  A 20,390 foot peak west of Everest.  In 2002 I tried the first ascent of the peak on its east face.  We hope for a 6 day ascent from Base Camp on its south face.


I want to thank:  My friends( you know who you are) family (too many to list),  Dr. Linenberger, Dr. Keel,  Natalia Rudovsky, Anne and Charlie Diemer, Dr Steve Carter,  Kishor and Dawn Shrestha,  Bob and Georgia Conglton, Michael Brannon, Fabrizio Zangrilli.  Support from the gang at active.com, Nalgene , Steripen, North Face, and Black Diamond, Smith Sunglasses.


A special Thanks to my wife, Thank you, Thank you ,  Thank you


Thank you all for helping me wake this morning.  Waking is such a gift.  

4 comments:

  1. LoLo will miss you, I will miss you, our beautiful trees and veggie garden and flower gardens will miss you! But mostly I will be thinking of you with a smile, knowing you are having a great time in the place you love so much, doing what you love so much!
    Enjoy Sweets, you have gotten yourself so strong and healthy, you are ready! xoxoxo, me

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  2. Wow! You are an INSPIRATION, blessed soul and happy to be your friend. Climb, soar and be safe...looking forward to sharing some great PNW climbs when you return....

    Christian

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  3. Good Luck Matt, David, and others! I am happy that you all have this wonderful opportunity! Be nice to David and make sure he returns safe. I have plans for him. :-)
    Melissa

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  4. Thank you for sharing your life and your stories. I feel my heart lifted up 20,000 feet with you, I can see the beauty through your eyes, feel the wind on my face, feel the crunch under my boots. You have such a generous spirit, it is just like you to take all of us with you on this journey! Thanks! It is a gift to be your friend. Your spirit is so beautiful and pure. I can feel the mountain welcoming you back into her arms. I'm sure this climb will be amazing in ways you hadn't even imagined. Spirit is loving life through you. You teach us all how to face life with a smile, even in the most grueling conditions. Kiss the mountain for me. Martha

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